Ok here goes a dreary post but it is 3:45 in the morning and I need to get this out! Plus I am feeling sorry for myself. I got my tonsils out yesterday and can I say ouch! I know everyone is different but OH my goodness this is way more pain then expected. It is such a constant agonizing pain that I cant explain other then fire and pure H- E -DOUBLE HOCKEY STICKS! The pain killers dont seem to touch the pain except for the 1st half hour or so, so by two hours I want another one but cant have it until at least every 3 and a half or 4 which is still more often then the bottle says I can but I dont give a crap! My nerves are shot because I am starving, and the same nerves that are in your throat go to your ears so I have a dual ear ache.....yes I am in tears as I type and drugged up so if this makes no sense dont blame me. I have to say this is more intense pain then the after math of a C-section. At least with that I could swallow the pills and not move around much to control the pain. With this nightmare I cant swallow, I would rather spit my spit out then have to swallow. Plus to top it all off the pills they gave me are the size of a dang watermelon! I mean seriously who are they kidding. At least Jamie got liquid and said she would share. Im sorry Jamie for not understanding the pain that you were going through a few weeks ago. I would definitely not recommend it. All I have to say is if I dont lose ten pounds through this misery I will be ticked! :) Thank you mom for staying with me this week, you are always my life saver! You do so much for me. Anyway on a happier note and to take my mind off this Im gonna post a few happy pics of life at the Shupes the last month or so. Christmas was fun, my parents came here this year and Ty seemed to love all his presents no matter how few there were. Ty turned ONE on the 10th! I cant believe it. He is now off the bottle and is on an all food diet. I cant believe that the doctors say to only give them 2 cups of milk a day and no more bottles at all. He's seeming to do fine so far, I was just amazed at how little milk and juice they are supposed to have. Here a a few cute things he is doing these days that I love to watch. He points at everything, loves to hide and you find him, takes all pots and pans out and makes noise that im sure my neighbors can hear, dances to any music that is on, runs to daddy when he gets home and shouts for glee (dustin's personal favorite) and he loves hugs and kisses right now so I'll take what I can get because he was not a very cuddly baby. Anyway Dustin got a new calling in church, he is now 2nd councilor in the elders quarm. He starts school next week and is anxious to get it over with. He got a raise at work so that is a blessing. My calling is going great, I have so much help from my councilors and Secretary that I know I couldnt have picked better women to serve with! They are such neat women with great ideas, that sometimes I wonder why I am the president. By the way they brought 3 casseroles, cookies, soups, and a lot of capri suns by last night, how sweet! Dustin is grateful for the food and Im grateful for the liquid. My girls wrote the sweetest notes that made me cry. Thank you guys! I died my hair dark brown and cut it all off again. Im tired of trying to keep up with the blond so it will be a good change for awhile. Hope everyone is doing well and Im sorry you had to read my pity party that I had to get off my chest. Now for the picture overload.....
Loving the new Rocking horse Grandma and Grandpa got him
Opening presents with daddy
Wants to be just like daddy with his hat on
Thanks Grandma Deann for the piano, Ty loves it!
All Ty's loot
Birthday boy, he loved the hat...really he did
Not sure about the candle. he was a chicken with the flame
Opening Birthday gifts with Grandpa
Yum
This is me with brown hair, dont be too hard on me I took it just now, its 5 am and Im in pain.
