So SAD....

We are disconnecting the internet for awhile so I cant keep up with everyones life. Im bummed, but as soon as Dustin's job situation changes we will be up and running again. thanx for all the congrats and comments about our up coming baby, we are excited!

Ty is going to have a little.....

BROTHER! I have to admit I was a little bummed at first that Im not going to be making little bows and bracelets anytime soon, but Im happy Ty will have a little buddy to play and pal around with all his life. I can wait for a girl I guess. Anyway thats the exciting news in our life these days, sorry my blog bites a big one, one of these days I will get around to downloading pictures I swear!

Hi its me BORING!

Geez does anyone hate my blog as much as I do lately! I cant bring myself to get on the computer these days, Im just so Blah! I have been hanging over the toilet throwing my guts up lately and hoping I dont throw baby # 2 up. Yep thats right, Im pregnant again....3 months and 1 week to be exact. I hate the first few months, and Im sure Ty and Dustin do too. I cant stand the smell of anything so therefore meals are few and far between and I am so dang tired I neglect my poor family. Hopefully I'll snap out of this soon cuz Im even driving myself crazy. Im really excited though and am keeping my fingers crossed that I will be making cute little bows and bracelets in the near future, but I wont be sad either way. Anyway hope everyone has a Happy Easter! Laterz

Im alive

So I survived the surgery I never thought I would, glad its over. I wont miss you bloody throw up, please never return! I really dont have much to post about, life here has been pretty quite sense I've been down. Poor Ty has been neglected lately. I just dont have the energy to play. All the kid wants to do is run around outside, I feel kinda bad. Im ready for SUMMER! Tired of being stuck inside all day because of the cold. I guess thats what I get for wanting to live in the mountains huh, but Im really missing the valley right now. Dustin and I went on a date with some friends the other day to Show Low and eat some yummy food and watched Paul Blart Mall Cop, pretty funny I have to admit I really liked it. Worth seeing for sure. Well thats all for now, thanks everyone for all the nice comments during the killer last 2 weeks!
Look at my little boy, doesnt he look so BIG here in his church get up

On my DEATH bed!

Ok here goes a dreary post but it is 3:45 in the morning and I need to get this out! Plus I am feeling sorry for myself. I got my tonsils out yesterday and can I say ouch! I know everyone is different but OH my goodness this is way more pain then expected. It is such a constant agonizing pain that I cant explain other then fire and pure H- E -DOUBLE HOCKEY STICKS! The pain killers dont seem to touch the pain except for the 1st half hour or so, so by two hours I want another one but cant have it until at least every 3 and a half or 4 which is still more often then the bottle says I can but I dont give a crap! My nerves are shot because I am starving, and the same nerves that are in your throat go to your ears so I have a dual ear ache.....yes I am in tears as I type and drugged up so if this makes no sense dont blame me. I have to say this is more intense pain then the after math of a C-section. At least with that I could swallow the pills and not move around much to control the pain. With this nightmare I cant swallow, I would rather spit my spit out then have to swallow. Plus to top it all off the pills they gave me are the size of a dang watermelon! I mean seriously who are they kidding. At least Jamie got liquid and said she would share. Im sorry Jamie for not understanding the pain that you were going through a few weeks ago. I would definitely not recommend it. All I have to say is if I dont lose ten pounds through this misery I will be ticked! :) Thank you mom for staying with me this week, you are always my life saver! You do so much for me. Anyway on a happier note and to take my mind off this Im gonna post a few happy pics of life at the Shupes the last month or so. Christmas was fun, my parents came here this year and Ty seemed to love all his presents no matter how few there were. Ty turned ONE on the 10th! I cant believe it. He is now off the bottle and is on an all food diet. I cant believe that the doctors say to only give them 2 cups of milk a day and no more bottles at all. He's seeming to do fine so far, I was just amazed at how little milk and juice they are supposed to have. Here a a few cute things he is doing these days that I love to watch. He points at everything, loves to hide and you find him, takes all pots and pans out and makes noise that im sure my neighbors can hear, dances to any music that is on, runs to daddy when he gets home and shouts for glee (dustin's personal favorite) and he loves hugs and kisses right now so I'll take what I can get because he was not a very cuddly baby. Anyway Dustin got a new calling in church, he is now 2nd councilor in the elders quarm. He starts school next week and is anxious to get it over with. He got a raise at work so that is a blessing. My calling is going great, I have so much help from my councilors and Secretary that I know I couldnt have picked better women to serve with! They are such neat women with great ideas, that sometimes I wonder why I am the president. By the way they brought 3 casseroles, cookies, soups, and a lot of capri suns by last night, how sweet! Dustin is grateful for the food and Im grateful for the liquid. My girls wrote the sweetest notes that made me cry. Thank you guys! I died my hair dark brown and cut it all off again. Im tired of trying to keep up with the blond so it will be a good change for awhile. Hope everyone is doing well and Im sorry you had to read my pity party that I had to get off my chest. Now for the picture overload.....
Loving the new Rocking horse Grandma and Grandpa got him Opening presents with daddy Wants to be just like daddy with his hat on Thanks Grandma Deann for the piano, Ty loves it! All Ty's loot Birthday boy, he loved the hat...really he did
Not sure about the candle. he was a chicken with the flame Opening Birthday gifts with Grandpa Yum
This is me with brown hair, dont be too hard on me I took it just now, its 5 am and Im in pain.

Santa...you freak me out!

It was all fun and games until we set him on his lap and then all heck broke loose. I have to say all my pictures as a kid were like this so I cant say Im suprized. Happy first Christmas Ty, hope you like santa more next year.

For Jarom